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take it
01.16.05 (11:46 am)   [edit]

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Cater 2 U
11.18.04 (1:52 pm)   [edit]

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SONG :)
<p align=justify>Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I`m Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter


Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I`ll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I`ll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I`m Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy


Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can`t Nothing Tear Us Apart
You`re All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your  Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You


Baby I`m Happy You`re Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I`m Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I`m Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I`m Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit


I Promise You (Promise You)
I`ll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I`ll Keep It Tight, I`ll Keep My Figure Right
I`ll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I`ll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I`m Here To Serve You (I`m Lovin It, I`m Lovin It)
If It`s Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy</p>

 
stuff
10.25.04 (11:08 pm)   [edit]
















sister bola i'm wearin your t-shirt! lol
 
Miss ya
09.23.04 (2:13 pm)   [edit]
i miss you molayo and sister bola javascript:emoticon(':D')
Very Happy
 
sorry
07.16.04 (7:42 pm)   [edit]
All tha comments an stuff are gon cuz i was messin wit my page sorry
 
how come??
07.16.04 (7:41 pm)   [edit]
Ever since i left minnesota it seems like one of my best friend for so long actin shady around me. we don't talk nomore. even last i was her it wasn't the same. an now i every time i call her she don't wanna talk i guess we wasn't really that good of freinds in the first place
how come we don't even talk nomore and you don't even call nomore an we barely keep in touch at all i don't even feel the same love when we hug nomre an i heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now after all the years we been down ain't no way no how this bull$*&@ can't be true we family ain't damn thing change less it's you
 
word
07.16.04 (7:41 pm)   [edit]
never say i love u
if u really don't care
never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there
never hold mah hand
if your going ta break mah heart
never say ur going to
if u don't plan to start
never look into my eyes
if all u do is lie
never say hello
if u really mean goodbye
if u really mean forever
then say u will try
But if not
never say for ever
because it makes me cry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sometimes when I`m alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i can understand why they scared of me thought i did it 1 way came prepared for me mad cause they image i dont care to be realness, realshiat, spit reality~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
U R the omega of my heart
The foundation 4 my conception of Love
When i think of what a Black man should be
It`s U that I first think of
U will never fully understand
How deeply my Heart Feels 4 U
I worry that we`ll grow apart
And i`ll end up losing u
U bring me 2 climax without sex
and u do it all with regal grace
U R my Heart in Human Form
A Friend I could never
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today is filled with anger fueled with hidden hate scared of being outcast afraid of common fate Today is built on tragedies which no one wants 2 face nightmares 2 humanities and morally disgraced Tonight is filled with rage violence in the air children bred with ruthlessness because no one at home cares Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops knawing at my sanity content when I am dropped But 2morrow I c change a chance 2 build a new Built on spirit intent of Heart and ideals based on truth and tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride 2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my dream alive
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When i first saw u
i was afraid to meet u
when i first met u
i was afraid to kiss u
when i first kissed u
i was afraid to love u
But now dat i love u
i'm afraid ta lose u
 
alls fall down
07.16.04 (7:40 pm)   [edit]
Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecurrre
The concept of school seems so securrre
Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr
She like fuck it, I'll just stay down herre and do hair
Cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs of new Airs
Cause her baby daddy don't really care
She's so precious with the peer pressure
Couldn't afford a car so she named her daughter Alexus
She had hair so long that it looked like weave
Then she cut it all off now she look like Eve
And she be dealing with some issues that you can't believe
Single black female addicted to retail and well

i say fuck the police, thats how I treat em
We buy our way out of jail, but we can't buy freedom?
We'll buy a lot of clothes when we don't really need em
Things we buy to cover up what's inside
Cause they make us hate ourself and love they wealth
That's why shortys hollering "where the ballas' at?"
Drug dealer buy Jordans, crackhead buy crack
And a white man get paid off of all of that

Cause I wanna be on 106 and Park pushing a Benz
I wanna act ballerific like it's all terrific
I got a couple past due bills, I won't get specific
I got a problem with spending before I get it
We all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it

it seems we living the american dream!
but the people highest up got the lowest self esteem
The prettiest people do the ugliest things
For the road to riches and diamond rings
We shine because they hate us, floss cause they degrade us
We trying to buy back our 40 acres
And for that paper, look how low we a'stoop
Even if you in a Benz, you still a nigga in a coop/coupe
 
conFid-e-n-t
07.16.04 (7:39 pm)   [edit]
The year before I was just a gurl but know I can say my name, the walk that I walk and the talk that I talk is me
Ms.ConfiD-E-N-T
I was the way I was raised it is the person that i am u can call me conceited but I really don't giva damn becuz that is who I am and I am what u see and if there is something wrong with me let it be.
I am no longer held by that society shield which so many lives it's killed not me Ms.ConfiD-E-N-T please don't hate me
I don?t wanna sing like Alica or have bodies like dc3
I am beauty every inch and part of me
people tell me gurl u have really changed not really just real me has been locked inside a cage afraid to open myself up but okay if I have changed nothing really ever stays the same cuz I like to grow as a person and see new things
that?s just me
Ms.ConfiD-E-N-T
 
second best
07.16.04 (7:38 pm)   [edit]
Tears roll down her sad eyes. Wanting first place she pleas and cries .her burning heart has melted her soul
she's second best and never good enuff.
such a soft girl hates love that tuff
shyly hides in the shadow of the rest. waiting for her turn to shine. People give looks of shock when she's different so she goes with the herd or flock. never getting her chance in the light but knows she's just as good
second best is what she end up being
better than the rest? no one thinks she should
patient yet angered at all who look down on her talent. The mother never pushed or showed off. so in the corner she remains silent. Not looking like the rest she is put in her place looking odd if she tries to do it herself
and second best is always what she is, putting her talent in that dark corner of the shelf
 
Missy
07.16.04 (7:32 pm)   [edit]
people betta wake up, stop sellin crack to the black
Hope you bought a spare for your flat
Cant accept me talkin real facts
Down the hill like Jill Jack, i speak what yah weak mind lacks
Yah heard that
Im creative to the fullest what you talkin bout Willace cause your talkin Never kill it
I hear but dont fill it, down we realest
Yah just meet me in the in the village
Yeah im a down diva done niva
Ya'll not see her he don sqeeze into a wife beater
Yep im a top leader
I got the Martin Luther King fever, ima feed yah what yah teacher need to teach yah
Its time to get seious
Black people all areas who gon' carry us it aint time to bury us
Cause music be our first love, say i do lets cherish it

Check it
As i grab my pad and pen and begin to talk from within
Oh God my eyes water like a preacher whos sinned
Im only human but
The world has put me on a platform since the day i was born
To only wait for my downfall but like a brick wall im too hard to brake
Ok i do make mistakes but im the realest from the fake
Thats why im the hardest to hate
Grandma i've learned to love those while their still awake
Sleep Sleep
And prepare a place for those who are good in the projects and hood
Give to those who are misunderstood
I know like Lisa, Pac and Biggie and Jay and Pun are still No1
There will be more of us to come
I am a leader a teacher i gotta, like a single parent provider
Put in back those hip hop dividers
Like a preist with a back slider
I've sinned ut i win
And anyone we've lost in life from 9-11
We'll be sure to see again